{"id":414,"date":"2026-06-25T12:33:31","date_gmt":"2026-06-25T12:33:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/?page_id=414"},"modified":"2026-06-25T12:33:31","modified_gmt":"2026-06-25T12:33:31","slug":"we-lose","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/?page_id=414","title":{"rendered":"WE LOSE\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-1 wp-block-paragraph\">We all lose someone. A father. A mother. A lover. Children.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-2 wp-block-paragraph\">Our thoughts tear into tens of thousands of petals \u2014&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-3 wp-block-paragraph\">and in the heart, a black hole remains.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-4 wp-block-paragraph\">Gaping through the whole body.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-5 wp-block-paragraph\">Grief breaks your bones every second.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-6 wp-block-paragraph\">The soul vomits loneliness and sorrow.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-7 wp-block-paragraph\">A waterfall of regret falls over your hands.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-8 wp-block-paragraph\">But you have to live!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-9 wp-block-paragraph\">Search for the scraps of love still left inside your heart!&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-10 wp-block-paragraph\">Why love again?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-11 wp-block-paragraph\">Hating is so much easier.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-white-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-12 wp-block-paragraph\">*(2019)*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We all lose someone. A father. A mother. A lover. Children.&nbsp; Our thoughts tear into tens of thousands of petals \u2014&nbsp; and in the heart, a black hole remains.&nbsp; Gaping through the whole body.&nbsp; Grief breaks your bones every second.&nbsp; The soul vomits loneliness and sorrow.&nbsp; A waterfall of regret falls over your hands.&nbsp; But [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-414","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"blocksy_meta":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/414","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=414"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/414\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":415,"href":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/414\/revisions\/415"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/daviddolganov.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=414"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}